a life like a puzzle

2009-11-28T23:33:00.001-08:00

I'll not posting until further notice!
anyway, this blog will no longer be used
& I'll update my new url in time to come.
xoxo,

2009-11-27T03:34:00.000-08:00

Hello.
Hahah, i suppose this is my second post of the day if i'm not wrong.
I've cleared things up.
But yes, I think i'm so in a dilemma.
I can only said I'm tired of everything .
I'm not a good girlfriend,
Not a good friend too.
I'm the one who gan my friends away yea. Hahah, what the hell.
I also don't know what to do.
Yes, I need a break.
I guess i'm closing my blog down.
until further notice ah.
I promised myself to change to someone better.
But i can't guarantee that I'll.
Cause it's easier said than done.
I have a feeling i can't accomplish that but i'll try my best.
Help me along alright people.
Starting everything afresh.
Goodbye,

2009-11-26T09:03:00.000-08:00

hello humans!
haha, ok, today had band.
It's the release of the Primary 6 PSLE result and also Jeslyn's birthday!
Hahah, congrats to both Shiyun and Jeslyn's siblings :D
And yeap, HAPPY BIRTHDAY anyway.
I think i'm v bored. All this while I've been thinking and thinking.
Why? What's wrong w me? I looked closely, no. ( Your wouldn't understand what i'm saying about. )
Arghh, whatever. I really don't wish to think anymore! Just give me a break yea.
Band was "awesome"! Hahah, everyone was so damn quiet. And v lil member attend band today.
Fiona, Shahirah and me was late for band and got caught by Mrs Mo.
Didn't nag at us but yaya, typical teacher._.
I'm loooking so much forward for the 2nd of Dec. Hope nothing goes wrong.
Hope everything will be smooth.
And yes! I'm thinking of my piercing again.
Stupid right. I'm yearning for it. ( Eheh, don't be a copycat ah! :D )
Love is working so we'll have money for our anni. Heheh! (L) you la.
(: Thanks baby.

2009-11-25T04:36:00.000-08:00

Hello people! i'm back :D
Hohoh, went for a 3day 2night chalet w the ex-2E2ians.
Truthfully, i quite enjoy and didn't quite enjoy my stay at there.
But i like the fun we had. ( esp. the card games )
Hahah, i shall explain in details.
Ok, so one the first day,
We took bus to Tamp. by 969 and followed by a one stop MRT to PasirRis.
Reached and we starts to like put our things and went to play cardgames.
Soon, dinner (BBQ) was ready (: we started to eat.
Ohman, the Otah was yummy! so damn delicious!
I totally fell in love w it, but didn't eat that much. ( too spicy! )
We also took quite some pictures but it's all in the camera of Iman and Fina.
At the night, me and Love went for a movie show " Paranormal Activity ".
Super scary! Our hair stood at an end through the show and even after!
Not sure why but i think it's disgusting.
So and so, we slept late and it's v difficult to sleep on the hard floor w only a thin bed sheet and a pillow. ( w the lights right on my face )
i couldn't fall asleep at all.
The next day we went for WWW. ( i hurt my skin. V the painful man! )
But yes, i had fun (: Ok, so today we came back home after a breakfast cum lunch at Mc.
Had card games again. *Fun!
But Love was v irritating luh. He lost his wallet twice and i was worried dead.
But who cares right! He still found it in the end._.
And came back to only know that they had start painting! ( I love the colour )
Then we slept from 4 to 7. Three hours. Just had my dinner, yumyum.
Still, i'm hungry! Probably will be cooking my maggie mee later:D

Own thoughts :
I feel that you're so weird. You said this and after that you're doing another different thing. What are you actually thinking? I don't know. And seriously, I really don't want to know or care about it anymore. It's making things worse for me! Tired of guessing who is who. Just let it be alright.
* I'm broke! What's gonna happen to me the next few days?
30th, a celebration w Fiona, Joanna and Shahirah. For sure, gonna spend quite a sum.
But i need to save up for the 2nd of Dec. (super important)
And how? I've no more money left. I really gotta earn it! But where?
Please, i really wanna band to end. It's totally a waste of time. I couldn't do anything!
And Ohmygod. I've still got my homework(S) !
DEAD SHIT! :(

2009-11-22T06:00:00.000-08:00

hohoh! Love is back, but i can only see him tmr.
tell you guys what, tmr is the 2E2 chalet.
woops, i hope it'll be fun! yay yay.
just now went out w family and spent so much.
this time round i got pay for them hor, only my sister.
she's a free loader. so bad!
ok, went to expo for food exhibition, this time round no fun.
heheh. excited for tmr!!!
wonderting how the chalet will be like. hee.
but i really loathe going to chalet because i hate the toilet there.
and it's going to be shared w so many guys.
wonder how it'll stink and go dirty! :(
hope it'll not have the smelly stench. hahh.
now, i'm looking forward for 2nd of December.
why? cause it's our anniversary man.
we'll be celebrating, finally got time horh!
* smack your face (:
ok, so won't be blogging till i'm back.
ohyes, on the 20th Nov, we went for FUN work.
haha, if wanna see the pictures, view averyl's blog!
( onetwothreefourhighfive.bs.com ) yea.
warning : i look damndamn ugly. * yuschk!

2009-11-19T22:01:00.000-08:00

yo people!
haha, later gonna meet up w Averyl :D
today is sucha great day.
get to meet up w friends instead of staying home and rot!
haha, nono , never rot diao .
er, ytd went for the family chalet. wah, so boring.
luckily i didn't stay over.
grandma and mummy's sister last minute want stay so mummy say she go home loh.
and she gotto prepare those food.
haha, so tiring and troublesome. who ask her, want open the chalet.
haha. nevermind, she happy can le.
v bored now.. just wanna everything to go back normal ah.
aiyo, honey jealous liao.
Honey! ; we got to enjoy our time at the chalet, to the fullest no matter what ah.
heheh. I'm excited and bored. ok,
i still have yet to pay Mengchiong $24. ( Rmb hor! )
okok, going to eat and meet her soon.
k, byebye.

2009-11-18T08:03:00.000-08:00

Love is gone for less than on day only,
and i'm missing him like shit now! ohmygod.
how am i gonna survive the next few days?
probably the days that is arriving will become less torturous uh ?
but i doubt so. maybe ba?
i thought i could live without him. haha, ok, too early to give an answer to that.
got to keep it in check for the next few days and then i can give an
clear answer to him! hahha, kidding, yesyes, i can't do w/o you! :D
argh, my complexion is getting bad to worse?
it's like kind of coarse now? what is wrong?
i don't want it! probably haven't been taking good care of my skin.
anyways, my ear bleed, don't know what's wrong.
thing is like going so wrong since you left for malaysia.
is my life w/o you that horrible? hehh, no luh. ( think too much )
er, got plans! i wanna have them done! yay yay. should i?
maybe i should ask for comments! hhaha. alright, hope i can turn in early today.
i've been having late sleep! alright, shall end here.
byebye, Love.

2009-11-17T22:54:00.002-08:00

hello everybody!
my current mood : SIAN LUH!
:( i'm so sad as love just went off to malaysia.
though it's just like v near singapore, but i think still v far la!
hee, 'm so looking forward to the 2e2 class chalet!
i'll be enjoying myself then unless i'm free of ( ___ ) !
hah, honey should know what i'm talking about!
Honey, we gonna take lots and lots of picture of us tgr ok! :D
Boyf Love, gonna take lots of pictures as well! haha, gonna keep it in my phone,
OUR MEMORIES! yay.
i'm so excited for that day to come, but first, i'm having a family chalet as well.
from 19-21st. i guess so.
and then friday and saturday! $.$
i got so much to do now. i got alot of yearns to be fulfilled.
but i need to have that sum of money just for it.
woohoooooooo! i need a job luh. who gonna get one for me ?
ohyes, i'm in a quandary now!
been pondering on this for some time, " are you acting ? "
if so, i think your acting skills rawk manszx. you totally makes me hopping mad.
i really hope you're those truthful, not acting kind cause we love you, but, you didn't prove us that we should. so yea, gonna keep away from you as well bloody ass!
and ok, it's proven for another, due to a series of events that we concluded.
eh, don't think you mean much to us, losing you doesn't mean my world will fall apart.
but for you, i guess yes? haha, think thoroughly luh.
who can't live without who?

-ok ! today had band practice,
the conductor so weird!!
what i wished for now is for band prac to stop till we graduate!
i totally dislike going back to school.
wasting of my time. if it weren't for the prac,
i would have found a job and earning money! so please,
END NOW!!! horribleeeeeee.

2009-11-16T06:22:00.000-08:00

haha, yapyap, MISUNDERSTANDING CLEARED!
haha, i just want everything to go fine and even you!
alright, i spent my saturday and sunday w my dearest love!
heheh, i'll be saying " SAYONARA, bon voyage my love! " to him!
and i'll be so lonely for the next one week till he's back.
took a sum of pictures of myself and w him as well.
haha, i like one of the pic i took and i put it as my wallpaper.
the effect of the picture is darn nice.
it looks like gloomy purplish? i didn't edit it.
when i took picture it just appears this way :D and haha, i like i like!
ok, finally, friday, there's work for me to do.
well, i guess i gotta keep myself busy by doing my school work or go shopping?!
hohohs, but i've no money! it's gone, on my room! :D
i totally love baby! { MY LOVE }
i was wondering if we could last till old? { hope so }
ok, earlier on accompany love to aljunied for his job interview.
obviously, he got it! it's needless to say the answer one luh ;x
and then we bused to bugis just for my rice cake.
*o-i-shi
thumps up! but it's quite thick for the gravy which is only today.
hurhur. anyways, came home actually wanted to do homework.
but yes, mission unaccomplished!
i came home and sister was complaining she was hungry! ( what a pig, no luh! :D )
so cooked maggie mee for the whole family.
then yup, took peektures w love! i like la, haha. you know why right!

ok, things have been bottling up in my heart.
i just wanna chuck them away, i feel so bloody stupid.
alright, i just wanna tell you that :
" i don't mind losing you, because you're sucha fartard! i'm so darn tired of seeing your bloody hell face that reminds me of what you had done! i can't imagine that i was your friend for all this year. what's wrong? what has gone wrong? I always wanted to return back to the normal but i can't, you can't as well. if you had shared whatever feelings you've got, probably things wouldn't have turn out this way. Yes, i love you, but that was already the past. You've changed, to someone i don't want to acknowledge as my friend, as you. I feel super disgusted when i saw you. Please, when can you take off your mask(s) and show us the real you? I feel so scared whenever i thought of you. You're so scary, scarier than a ghost show, haunting me like i owned you anything. Goddamnyou, i don't! just, get out of my life and we'll go our separate ways. You're sucha a liar! Who you wanna kid? We got the truth, sorry, i won't trust you anymore. Drop the pretence, you've became nothing, never part of my life anymore. And i don't wanna repeat this, so bear it in your mind, I don't mind losing you(s)!

2009-11-13T05:24:00.000-08:00

hello humans!
OFFICALLY : BRIDGING IS OVER!
hu-rray!
ahaha, actually wanted to go out w girlfs but forget it since they can't make it.
but nevertheless, there is more chance next time out!
what i wanted most or probably looking forward is to go out with boyf.
and then i want to go out w fiona and adeline! ( soon ! :D )
i just want to enjoy myself, this holiday.
i needa break.
thing is getting worse, i just wanna be left alone,
because the more i get close to you, the more i'm scare.
because you're so fake.
i don't know what's next up .
and hoho, i know you're visiting my blog!
don't shy, just tag alrights!! :D
i love my baby. haha .

2009-11-12T00:12:00.000-08:00

hello!
ok here to post! i'm glad to announce that today marks the end of our SPA
for skill 1 & 2. great isn't it? :D
had a PP ( pizza party ) earlier on from 2.30 to 3smt i think.
Ms Tan was v generous to order 7 set of pizzas.
Not forgetting to mention, she ordered from KFC!!
woohoo, damn Y.U.M.M.Y !
and you know, sooneng can't resist the temptation. ate _____ pizzas! ( MONSTER! )
and then that stupid jeslyn v lame one.
she don't want to be the first to take the pizza as she scared people call her
" kiam siap ". LAME!, you're one already! so there's no difference luh .
oh yes, i think Ms Guaring's lesson quite interesting yea.
haha, there is puzzle. so here's one that i like as well
and another is in my MSN display name.
: ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTVWXYZ
guess it! and hush to those who knows! :D
super sweet loh .
ok, biology Ms Teo keep emphasizing on the word " successful ".
haha, and did a lot of analyzing on this word.
ok, she just want us to be successful ,
& she's a v great teacher.

nevertheless, as well as my FT ( formteacher & fav. teacher ) , MS TAN~
she's a v nice teacher not because of the pizza,
i love her since the day she confiscated my phone. it's not sarcasm. believe it or not .
and yes, i need people to help me w my blogskins.
and true to it, no one.
i'm not so sure about it, you too, have schizophrezer. ( you seemed unwilling, not once )
think it's spelled this way.
*sighs* i think people nowadays are v scary. likewise,
from today, i learn a lot about the meaning on putting on wrong trust.
i guess i place it wrong on some. so please, don't make me feel disappointed again .
someone, prove it that not everyone is this way.
because i'm starting to fall back, on myself.
no one can be trusted.

alright alright, enough of that.
ok, holidays are nearing! i'm so gonna enjoy myself!
i really yearn for an outing w charles.
but not only once ok!
the places i wanna go w you is piling like hell since the day i know you.
because of you luh! ):
better date me out or you watch out ok!
haha, see you :D ,
tmr, the last day of school! ( sad, there's still CCA, shit them! )

2009-11-09T02:05:00.000-08:00

I've changed my blogskin C:
ok, actually wanted to change to another one but god,
i messed it up.
haha, and i'm sad to say i've lost the links.
well, tag me for your links to be up.
If you ain't going to tag me,
i won't link you up.
there's a reason behind it.
haha, because i'm evil! ( who says! )
alright.
i saw the maid today again .
and damn it, i really can't take it anymore.
i'm super bad x;
& yes! i got a new handphone pouch (:
hehe, great uh?
also, i'm so looking forward for bridging to end !
to let you know,
*whisper* alot of people is dating me out! haha.
i've planned man! yay!
i'm so not going w you, shouldn't tell who's that.
in anyway, you wouldn't make it? because you don't dareeee ...
BYE people.

2009-11-07T21:09:00.000-08:00

hello !
hehheh, i'm here to post........
er, actually nothing much. i hope for an outing w my girls,
girlfs loh. obviously charles as well.
but i bet got to wait longer.
so much things to do w charles as we have not gone out tgr for quite long i guess?
okok, heee, i just read the girl who always praised herself ( nice voice, pretty ),
eww, and whatever one.
hehe, she lovs me you know! and w the word ( esp. )
dont be jealous because she loves me more than she loves you.
wahhaha, ok ,
$50 bucks going to fly away...
haha, nevermind, i'm looking up for a job, to earn extra lot of money yea.
and yupyup, seriously, i think you're always trying to copy me.
or even others.
please, have some originality!
and are you trying to seek other's attention?
god damn, be who you're, don't try to act like others because you know you ain't popular being yourself. but, the more you try to pretend who you ain't,
i feel more disgusted b.i.t.c.h !
and for goodness sake, once i had enough, sorry i won't care about your stupid face anymore.
i'l just scream right in your face.
you're totally pissing me off. ( better watch out ).
sorry, have been saying all this nonsense when i myself hope that i could just forget it.
but whenever i saw that asshole, i feel more and more agitated, every bad thing(s) of hers makes me go gaga, i kept thinking and thinking, i only have five words to tell you ;
I'm starting to abhor you! ,
please, get out of my sight.

2009-11-04T03:29:00.000-08:00

hello guys, back from my Mc.
hehehe, went to the DNA lab earlier on.
i think it's find & i felt roud being a biology student! wahahah ,
ok, there was something about thalasine.
think so, and stupid iman said i'm the patient loh.
because syptoms are headaches, yellow white membrane of the eye,
and yellow skin.
well, indeed i had yellow skin, then i was being accused of being the patient of that disease.
tthis made me so scare, because need to do injection everyday ( fyi, i'm freaking scared of injection ! ) .
this makes me start to worry that i'm the patient loh.
9% of asian will contain this illness,
somemore don't have any cure. lifetime man.
and you could die from it! butbutbut,
it prevents you from contracting malaria.
like that is the only advantage.
and had fun. i think that Ms HIHIHI damn rude loh.
just snub others.
v gl, and what also don't allow us to do one loh.
have such a boring teacher...
but we yi ya huan ya,
get even w her for saying sooneng a red indian just because she keep saying high tune loh.
she say until seriously v rude, where to find sucha ill mannered teacher.
she think she become an official teacher in school can be so haolian ah.
dont act strict ok.
tell you guys what we did.
when we return back to the bus, we sang ' One lil 2 lil 3 lil indian ..... "
and then she don't dare scold us back because like almost the whole class sang it i suppose.
hahahha, funny loh. alright, gonna eat again because mummy bought back for me.
she's angry luh. byebye!

2009-11-02T01:00:00.000-08:00

once again here to post,
for the second time of the day.
i wanna talk about unfairness and being short.
well, thought about it for just now.
firstly, being short is really v unfair.
you never know what's the feeling of tall without wearing heels.
and, short means having a short leg, and wear what will also loook not as good as those who are tall.
secondly, fat can become slim,
whatever method you find as long as it's effective.
and yes, as technology are v advance now. you have slim fit centre and even food, drinks.
these people probably goes to suck out their fat.
in anyway, they will slim down, mostly to a weight which the one desire.
thirdly, ugly people can become pretty, i mean from pretty to prettier.
also, this have alot of method, but now i can think of and there's only 2.
they can apply make up to look even prettier and highly likely,
like most pretty ladies, when they clear away their make up, they look not so nice which means make up helps! example are the actress and actor or even singers. but even without makeup their not ugly just not that pretty as they seems to when they had make up.
another method is to have plastic surgery.
from what i know, plastic surgery is no longer not common but yes, it is even encouraged, even for beauty pageants. i saw that on the yahoo daily report. and it's true!
so yes, they can find ways to look extreme pretty and even slim but why can't i, a shorty become tall? plastic surgery, slimming centre all sorts don't help.
and inconclusion, we have no cure. haha, which means we will remain a shorty for our entire life.
probably it is yet to be invented, but as time goes by, i guess even so, by then, most people are faked. too much of this helps to fulfill their desires, but it destroys the natural beauty one possessed. but it ain't illegal. i guess slowly, people's thinking will change. and gradually, every country MAY accept this changes. me my self felt so but if everyones look almost perfect,
so what's the use? haha, when one can look extreme madness,
when no one is called ugly anymore ?
so what will the world become like .
ok, back to the point, shorty is in disadvatage! and i'm one.
so i plead the god to let me look almost perfect, w only a imperfect.
because nobody is perfect. so i'm not, just a lil imperfect can?
wahahahaha. i'm such a greedy person! ;p

EDITED :/
i just rmb that stupid cannot become clever unless study v hard,
still not that easy.

ohyes, i hate copycats!
please, have originality.. stupid, if so you were one, admit.
don't always find excuses to act like as if you're not.
who does it sound like ?
haha, familiar?
tell you what, a hint. and that's you stupid freak.
me and you and you knows, it's you! haha, people wear/have/ whatever on them is nice,
doesn't mean if you wear/have/ whatever on you will look as nice.
please use your fcuking brain to think.
unless you have no brain.
nd i guess that's the reason why you didn't know.
MUAHAHHA.. i'm evil;x
so? it's better being a hideous and copycat right?

2009-11-01T23:37:00.000-08:00

hello people!,
just came back from band. it was super boring but ok la, and sadly, i'm alone!
okok, today marks the day of Jeslyn becoming a real women!
haha, congrats.
alright shall start from saturday.
ok, i woke up at 11 something and then makan makan .
forget what i did but i rmb that i went to shower at 1.30. yesyes.
after bathing, i did make ups myself, only the eyes luh.
i think it's nice (:
then change my clothes again becomes i'm afraid that the dress that i'll be wearing will be too exaggerating as i heard that they were just wearing a short and a top.
wellwell, i changed to a skirt and a tank. it's simple and not bad . hhaha.
after that bus-ed to monkeysister's house for her birthday party.
Abi had alrdy reached. woah, i'm the second visitor :D
ok, bestfriend and abi put make ups as well. seeing so, i feel less embarrassed.
and then we took pictures, just a few. haha, it's not w me. if they posted them, i'll grab and post it up as well okays.
then her friends came, however, it started to rain.
*boohoos.... no BBQ-ing. then ate buffet loh.
yumyum, the aunty cook curry lehs. and the fried rice taste GREAT! after so,
yuanbin finally reached! wah, he damn lousy. took almost an hour to reach. stupid small eyes ma, another CHEENA,
haha. and we cut cake.
after eating-cut cake that period, i was alone once again.
best friend had to entertain her secondary friends while Abi went to play basketball and yb went walkwalk. super boring! and i was extremely tired.
but after all the celebrations, we went to play block catching. woah, funfun!
damn fun noh. run whole block, but scary. haha.
then it's like going 11 or it's like 11.30?
i just know that it's late at night.
her friend went home while i stay overnight.
actually don't want one, but her mum wanted me to stay so ok lorh.
and mummy also allow. then she open her presents.
wah, super pretty things and v special. when i saw that, i was flled with envy.
serious. how i wish i had her friends!
haha, here are the things she received :
- a pink school bag ( her favourite )
- a blue bag for outside wear by Abi ( i like, super nice )
- a pink dress ( by me :D )
- 4 soft toys.
- a thing i guess from mini toon
- a cosmetic big pouch
- a cup and it's a huge one, but looks special. esp the packaging.
- few red packet ( moneymoney :D )
and i think that's not all. still have more i guess. sorry, i'm not her so i couldn't rmb all.
haha. but i know she likes them all.
nice gifts i'm i right.
urghhhh! how i wish i was her. but my birthday i always receive cakes or maybe mummy bring me out to eat and some that i couldn't use one loh.
but pratically, i only receive like 3 presents. haha, charles, averyl and best friend give one.
and ya, i've used none of them because mostly is like not usable ..
i just hope my birthday next year can be more memorable!
buttttttttt......... i've so little friends, unlike her. so, what's the use D:
and yes, this year is the most expected birthday i had, DDDDDD:
that's all :D

2009-10-30T04:00:00.000-07:00

Today is a special day,
Today is 30th October and its my Best Friend's birthday!
haha, and yes, one year older liao, so stop looking young.
haha, you have baby face loh, cutecute one.. but time to look mature but not chao lao luh.
look like your age can luh.
and i love you! :D

haha, charleschan, okok.
and people, the previous post is just for me to tell out what i feel.
and after attending school despite not sleeping well,
i felt BETTER! :D
i guess i misunderstood? because i know you love me.
but how much your loves belong to me?
and who's priority.
is it me? i just want to be assured because i scare i'll turn back.
we are changing. i'm scared, i just wanted the remain the status we are now in.
can we? time will tell, love.

alright, enough of those stupid craps.
yes it's halloween tmr but i'm going for bestfriend's birthday party.
i'm disappointed that i'm missing halloween this year again!
but i'm glad that i'm able to meet bestfriend up and celebrate her birthday w her.
tmr there'll probably 30 plus humans celebrating there
& hahah, i'm scared! why? because mama, i'll be alone.
no la, it's because ther guest she invited mostly i don't really know except for few.
don't know what to wear. I"M EXCITED! <3
but seriously i'm sad that halloween, it's out of topic! ):
last year i wasn't able to attend for some reason ( forgotten ) w joanna they all.
and this year i'm missing the chance again!
now next year, bye... it's o level time! *boohooooo !
it's ok, when i'm 18 i'll be celebrating halloween in som pubs or whatever.
that's great! but haha, it's a longlong way to gooooooo.

GOODLUCKS for O level luh!! :D

2009-10-29T06:04:00.000-07:00

i'm not sure,
when i read that particular blog, i felt sad.
was that something i wasn't suppose to read?
jealousy rushed through me.
i'm now no longer sure whether you really *...* ?
probably i misunderstood the whole situation as i merely read through it,
but it didn't seems to tally to what you had earlier told me.
yes, i didn't know what you were doing every second and don't expect you to report to me every moment. but, there's nothing more i want to know.
how i hope i didn't pass by that blog, i felt vv sad.
i don't know.
and i read through other's blog, and i felt they're so sweet.
i don't know, what's wrong w us?
i'm feeling more and more stupid. seriously stupid.
yes, indeeed, i think i'm the stupiest girl on earth.
i hope what i thought will not be the truth.
i think i'm suffering from depression, hahh.
i really need a stable shoulder to let me lean on.
seriously, i'm breaking down, i'm not that tough.

the truth behind that smile, a strong front.
who am i suppose to turn to? ; you?

2009-10-29T05:00:00.000-07:00

hellohello :D
ok, today had fun in school as PE is great ;D
well, although 3E1 had lost the interclass match but as long as we had fun in it then that' enough.
and seriously, i think E1 is getting more united.
haha. well, after school went home and change out of school clothes.
follow by that, we went to swim in WOODSVILLE condo, haha, ask jeslyn to bring us in.
but, only me and averyl went swimming because Jeslyn don't want to.
so be it. and yes, i totally enjoyed it! from the start i already kept laughing.
haha, yes, it was SPLENDID!
although it's only the two of us, i think that i did had fun, and it doesn't really matter if the others didn't join it. so, shall look forward for a second time, but w girlfs this time (:
wellwell, i kept swallow those chlorine, hurting my throat.
up till now.
well partially was due to that i ate KFC, it was a sumptuous dinner ;p
no luh, i ordered a lot and consume it all. except for 3 small cup of meshed potato.
and charles sent me home, so now here i'm blogging :D
ok, i hope tmr's A math O levelpaper will be a small kick for charles,
in other words, he'll get an A for this subject when he get back his results.
and needless to say, as well as the other subject.
ok, tmr mummy's gonna meet Miss Tan, haha, too many latecoming .
too bad. just hope mummy won't get offended? so she'll not scold miss tan . haha.
and today got a v LAME thing happen, well, stupid retarded, old hag! ( sorry, don't mean to insult you but, yes, like that also want see you .. *booooo! )

2009-10-25T22:42:00.000-07:00

now, they're having their major 0 level,
well, i'm super nervous for them .
i hope Charles Chan Hao Whye and Tan Qijie
can score vvv well. hope they'll pass w flying colours.
haha, this time round i'm v selfish,
because i only prayed for the two of them.
be honoured when you read this ok!
i don't do it for just anyone ;D
seriously v scare...
i hope both of them will seriously score super duper well!
may god bless the 2 that i prayed for,
me boyfriend and my sister.

2009-10-21T06:59:00.000-07:00

HEYO!
today school was not bad. get back my results and can say ok la. haha. v happy eng pass. & my chinese paper v good, i scored 27/70. well, how do you think of it? haha, nice.
score a straight 0 for the /20.
and rushed after attending to rabiah. meet up w bestfriend. happy. no, actually is she came over to my house to look at my 2 dogs! hahaaaaaaa. cute right?
someday i'll show how cookie look like.
then we ate california rolls, cheese fries then went to caught a movie, IMAGINE THAT.
highly recommended ok!
actually wanted to watch the deadly tsunami but monsis doesn't really like the idea.
so watched imagine that. it's funny and a lil twinny bit of touchness.
haha. i think it's nice!! (:
then bought something and homed @ 8.30.
looking forward to friday.
tmr going w shiyun to exercise.
and know what, it's my v first time w her alone! yeayea. some people jealous loh! HAHA.
bye.
a few more days to 0, i hope you'll score like you named yourself, TERRIFIC.
hahha.

2009-10-20T07:49:00.000-07:00

hello people!
eh, tag leh! if not i slap you.
joking!! ..
haha,
ok, went to bugis w the 2 aunties.
haha, joanna and fiona lor!
shopped around and,
it's so unproductive.
bought only a top. . . it's all because of joanna lor, help her look for clothes.
& yes, saw something that looks great on jo.
but, it's super pricy.
like what jo said, it's a black shop. hei dian!
funny. then we went to watched a show ' 500 Days Of Summer '
i only know i kept laughing like a retarded.
we were late and rushed in then jo went wrong place. `laughs.
then suddenly everything turn blacked and we can't find, then keep shouting,
super hilarious.
and the show made me go gaga, it's damn weird la the show,
then i keep laugh, like an idiot because why am i watching this show!
but i think the guy is handsome, kind of charming.
yeayea, and urgh, WEIRD show!!
anything. and we went back to adm buy food from KFC and homed.
quite fun and currently looking forward to meet monkey sister.
most importantly, is the finishing line of Olevel.
wowww, long way to goooooo.
but, i'll wait. get it ? ;D
i'm so excited for school tomorrow~ lala.
i just hope i'll meet my expectations, that's all. i don't ask for more.
just cheer up girl! don't look back.
i love yous .

2009-10-19T07:40:00.000-07:00

again, if wanna see more pictures, go to jielin or lovell's blog ok.
go my affliates.
i look super retarded.
FUGLY la. haha. okok . <3

2009-10-19T07:19:00.000-07:00

images of the outing at ECP.
socks up for a new fashion! haha,
don't be out!,
so follow the latest fashion by us!! :D

hello people. haha,
v happy.
today went fiona's house and caught "Drag Me To Hell'
through the comp.
haha, some part shocking.
but i realise, 've became stronger.
hahah, funny? no! it's true!!!
then had my dinner w charles and his family at 888.
and came home.
i have no idea why i'm quite happy today.
hope this kind of day will always be there.
ok, saw the post of joanna, you know, the one who sings and cause the earthquake, all the bad things one la, raining all this loh.
so better take a lookout for this dangerous girl ok.
haha.

2009-10-17T21:42:00.000-07:00

hello people.
hahah,
sorry charles,
earlier post doesn't mean anything.
i was just trying to cheer her up.
you know you know .
i'm sorry to have sucha bad temper.
haha, but if you're my boyfriend,
renren la........
i'm starting to ponder....
do you actually hate me ? idk.
seriously, whatever.
haha, i wonder.
thanks for those who make my tagboard more lively,
while some don't even care.
hahah, are you my friend?
i don't wanna be bother w this problem anymore.
tag if you care,
if not,
i'm not really going to care.

ily, i do. [sorrys]

2009-10-15T22:20:00.000-07:00

dedicated to my dearest,
don't read it if you think whatever.

dearest monkey sister,

i really do lovelovelove you.
when i read your post, i feel v sad,
so sad.
i know, when you need someone, i wasn't there for you .
i apologise.
i wanted to explain ,
yes i did, but not detailed enough in the msg.
i just wanted to let you know,
i've always remembered you,
always.
you're not forgotten.
i'm vvv sorry, because even me, who had been your best fren for so long,
yet, i didn't made you feel that there is true friends
and someone who will be there for you.
i'm sorry.
but you gotto know, life's like that .
i had my difficulties too.
but, i didn't give up. i always walk through the obstacles even if i'm alone.
i've so much to complain,
i've so much to tell,
but i always keep it to myself.
and yes, why?
because i know, no one else understand more than me.
i always tried to tell, and complain,
but no one still understand.
yes, currently you need support,
and i promise i will be there! no matter what.
i will stay at your house, someday, i'll.
i'll be your support,
because i love you. i swear i'm
but you always don't understand.
i've so so much, yuan hen, bu kai xin de, wei qu de, tao yan de,
wo dou shi zi ji yi ge ren.
yin wei wo dong, wo ke yi, wo zuo de dao.
wo bu xu yao yi kao.
even how weak i'm, i'll put on a strong front,
because i can, i believe i'm strong.
so i hope you'll.
you know what kind of person i'm .
i'm sorry.
<3

2009-10-13T20:37:00.000-07:00

Glad to announce that my end of year had end!
YAYYYYYY.
super happy.
tmr going out w shiyun, jeslyn, shuhui, joanna, jielin and lovell.
to ECP and then also got watch movie.
today's biology, i don't know what to say.
do-able .
but i think like i just write never think like that .
yesterday also never study.
WAH! badbad, i never study the revision paper and alot of Q came out from the test.
hope i can really score A !
later going out w mummy and sister to go shopshop.
doubt i'll buy anything.
haha,
ok, i want to go accompany my dogs liao. HEHE . bye

2009-10-12T22:49:00.000-07:00

alright, today had 2 maths paper.
E maths i think it's so-so.
A maths, i think i'm going to fail.
i really hope not! just want a 65 and above
because my CT fail until v lousy.
tmr is the last day of EOY.
hurray! haha,
but it's biology.
wellwell, i'll try my best to know and then ,
hope i can score an A1 for biology!
excited, i'm almost in the holiday mood .
but noo, got to buck and don't be lazy.
tmr's the last (:
happy to the max.
& soon i'll be out celebrating and having chalets!
HAHAHAHA. that's so great.
but, i've no money ):

2009-10-08T23:46:00.000-07:00

hello, it's like so long never post le.
haha, just ended my chemistry and geography EOY.
so happy! yay.
just hope i'll score in my chemistry and a pass for geography.
few things to say is ;

HAPPY 2 YEAR ANNIVERSARY <3
thanks for what you did for me.
i apologise for that day.
obviously it's my bad temper again .
haha, hope there'll be more anniversary for us.
well, i just remembered that i haven't eat the cake you made!
thanks alot, i love you .

& HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO DADDY.
last but not least,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TANSHIYUN!

ok. caught the surrogates.
nicenice.
currently hope the EOY to end asap.
and then, i'll go crazy outside celebrating mansx!
goodluck huisi (:
& charles + sister, goodluck for your O's.
hope your will score uber well :D

2009-09-21T00:58:00.000-07:00

hello people.
yesterday went shopping w my aunt.
ate at VITTLES,
then we went to causeway to hunt for my brother's pants for my aunt's wedding.
after that mrt-ed to town.
woah, was looking around for my aunt's clothes.
but sadly, she couldn't find smt she likes and suits her.
the trip down and anytime, we chatted so much.
she enlightened me on my family's prob
& tell me ways to be a better person.
if i can, i would change. but i'm not 100% sure i'll be.
then, i bought several things.
3 dresses, 2 were for the ' jie xin lang ' ,
1 is my aunty buy for me, go out one.
so nice of her right?!
and a pair of covered shoes,
and another heels, for my sis.
but when she tried it at home, she decided to change w me.
haha, i wear nicer ma! people got nice foot ;p
don't be jealous ok qijie? if you happen to pass by my blog.
haha!
and, i bought a handphone pouch.
once agn, it ain't in pink! but in red.
it's alright luh.
if i found a pink one, i'll buy (:
hehe.
EXAMS are round the corner,
i'm scared. my results are getting from bad to worse.
jiayou ok? :D

2009-09-19T03:40:00.000-07:00

today went to library to study w fiona.
then so coincidence, met melvin and his gang in the library.
played poker and went off to watch movie.
today i freaking angry w my family.
things happened but i'm alright.
going out to eat dinner w love!
hee (:
byebye,
ilove you.

2009-09-18T06:47:00.002-07:00

hello, long time never chat.
actually school's day was fine!
butbut, i was v tire! wa, cannot stand it.
today had geog lesson which i almost fell asleep.
had fun talking w fiona.
long time never talk liao.
oh and the 6 sec 3 who went band complained so much to mdm poh.
haha. so funny.
we went slacking one, from 4.10 to 5.
haha, played poker.
super funny. mdm poh walk past then we turn our heads and hide.
she walk past so many times but didn't notice. haha.
all of us bursting in laughters. SO FUN!
ok, ya jeslyn.
3 and charles tag only.
you think a lot meh.. :(
seriously i'm a nobody mah.
too bad. hahah.

2009-09-13T03:34:00.000-07:00

done w my playlist.
super happy one then i blog hop
&realise we're having the same song so decided to make a playlist w many songs.
quite happy.
like the first few.
superb duper rocker !
haha. love my skin too (:
thanks love!.
oh ya! a splendid news to share w you guys.
I JUST BOUGHT A NEW PUPPY!
it doesn't seem like a puppy because it's hugeee!
it's a poodle too, RARE in singapore!
he cost a bomb. haha,
guess mommy's pocket gotta hole! ;p
at the first sight, we fell in love w the dog.
SO CUTE! will take a picture of it but if it means my computer works.
too bad if it doesn't !
yesyes, do tag! but i know there'll be no one visiting my blog.
haha. because imma' nobody.
):

2009-09-12T09:27:00.000-07:00

hello. it's midnight now.
haha, sleeping soon i guess.
please leave your links behind so that i know who to link.
but i v lazy! i'll try (:
haha. blogger currently is fine and thanks to Charleschw & Jeslynthp for helping out w my blogskins. i love you guys.
don't jealous, i love girlfriends too! haha.
still, i can't post any picture as it's my computer's problem.
urgg, it sucks :/

i know you dotes me, you're trying to show.
you buy gifts for me and all sorts.
surprises too, but i just don't wanna you to waste money.
i know you love me it's enough.
you better know ido care for you.
(: i love you dear.

2009-09-12T05:59:00.000-07:00

hello guys! haha, finally i posted yea?
ohmy, i think my computer got some technical problems lor.
my mouse couldn't function properly :/
nevermind:)
anyway, yesterday went out w charles and we caught a movie "9".
quite short but i think not that bad la, at least weren't like what i think that bad.
but yar, went to the shaw complex at bugis, it seriously freak me off.
it's so creepy and dark! like there is someone and there isn't someone. you know!
but ok, not bad. but i wouldn't recommend people to watch it as it seems abit silly.
but nevertheless, i spent a fruitful day w love! :D
yup. after so, we went to leslie's birthday party. quite boring as we have nothing to entertain ourselves! stupid boys go shoot the bullet at us.
oh yea, yesterday i wore fake lashes and my family says i look great! hahh.
took a few picture w boyf but i totally look ugly! couldn't post the pictures as blogger is having some problem for sucha longgg time!
ok, beforebefore. which is wednesday, we had a girlf outing which goes smoothly!
yay! hahaa. we went to ecp for roller blading. sorry guys, i was so slow! forgive me this newbie and thanks girl for helping me. haha <3

2009-08-10T05:26:00.000-07:00

me and joanna :)

me and aiping :)

charles chan ! :DDD

me and jeslyn :)

National Day (:

so cute ! he purposely act out <3

me and charles at bottle tree park.
celebration for his grandmother.
<3>

me and averyl :D

me and fiona at shahirah's hse.
here are the pictures i had for the previous week.
ok. i rmb something. i saw a disgusting freak. someone tried to have the same hairstyle. but for goodness sake. don't throw your own face lah. try to show off what? showing to others you copied me ? so hilarious. my friends laugh their heads off! i still look better :D
ohmygod. i really feel so erxin! ok.
that's all. eh, i posted le! jeslyn tung, why is your blog private!!??
ILOVE CHARLESCHANHW <3
if you think i'm saying you because you think you're the one. thanks copy, you make me feel better :D because i know i look nicer *a bigbig smile

2009-07-19T01:46:00.001-07:00

hello, so boring, i've yet to complete my weekend homeworks.
so boring and hey ! i've nothing to post la jeslyn.. :(
okok, yesterday went to have bbq w charles near the causeway there. people organise one.
i'm so bored nowwwww! sorry, pics will be uploaded when jeslyn uploads it!
sooo... blame jeslyn!!! :D
haha, faster faster ah. i'm waitingggg ~

2009-07-11T08:33:00.001-07:00

hello, i'm back from my shopping! i bought a shoe, a hellokitty bottle, a domo pouch and did smt! yea. so finally. i'm damn happy today. but tell you guys smt, we almost met w a car accident when on the way back! i was msging charles/ my dearest cousin brother. when i finish msging, i looked up and find mummy driving v fast towards a car. i shouted 'MUMMY!' because i was sitting at the front seat. then she was trying v hard to brake but couldnt until she stop right infront of that car. it's vvv near. like alrd knocked but the car move forward. haha, lucky. if not mummy tio liao. 3/4 car infront like kena. haha. then the owner came down. gave stupid retarded face lor. never knocked ma! then give jiao bin. seriously, his face like what la. then mummy went down. follow by sis & her bf. they go down give those face and he scare. wahlao, he sai la. back in car all curse him. nono, not curse, it's just sclold him. haha. that's all for today. i damn like my bottle& my shoe. don't copycopy ahhhh.

2009-07-10T06:09:00.000-07:00

okays. i couldn't really remember what had happened for the past few days but i rmb during the weekend, it's family outing & we went to eat the yummylicious prawn noodles at beach road. woah, it's a old place we went as since young, i was there alrd. it's like the stall ( v nice one ) to be pass down from one generation to the other. haha, sound like soooo nonsensical. lameeeeeee. okok, bought a heel that day. *shared for the 3 girls here! haha, intend to wear it out today but i think it's v high. and i scare like people will keep look at me. seriously, there is two damn thing a hate a lot when i'm out is that people staring at me as if i'm from mars. a glance is enough. * not trying to say people are looking at me cos pretty la, i'm not so bhb. i just don't like it! secondly, i hate COPYCATS! catch what i mean alrd. do note that. don't copy others. have a style of your own alright. seriously, caopycaters are like no mind of their own. if you know you're one, please, you totally sucks. & i met these kind of people. i hate copycats! i hate copycats.

ohya, went to watch transformer w charles. haha, i think its quite nice luh, unlike what jeslyn had said. it's nice! haha. and i super like the optimus prime. think so it is spelled this way. haha.
seriously, i abhore copycats la! v much. i know who're the ones just i never say anything but if you know you're one, stop that. cos i'm seriously hating you v much! extremely alot. i hate until i don't wanna wear my nice clothes out , cause you f. copy lor. know it!

2009-07-05T08:39:00.000-07:00

haha, i found another usb at my brother's room ! :Dso, i can update! had fun camwhoring at sentosa w averyl. but don't be shocked! i look ugly in the pictures, pardon me D: we played the luge& went for skyride. didn't go swimming ): it's sucha wrong choice for not bringing our swimwear there. nvm, there'll be another chance, when we go tgr w girlfs <3i still wanna say la, ilove you charles! & my honey <3 haha, oh-like i finally mention your name! LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!ohmy, i can’t upload the pictures. I think blogger got real bigbig prob! I wan update then cannot!! Hate it.

2009-07-03T05:41:00.000-07:00

today went out w averyl girlf to buy her bangbangtang album but ended up shopping after buying it. ok, but we spent some money eating pizza hut. yum-yum- not too bad but not as nice as before. haha. we both bought a dress, so happy! actally is excited for tmr but sad to say, both the girl ( jeslyngirlf& shiyungirlf ) bought me bad news when i say i wanted to hear only good news. urgh! nevermind, i know jes you didn't wanted it all. but it's ok, there will be a second chance. tmr i and averyl will help your enjoy the funnn! your stay home and be good girl ba! don't sad. haha. <3
vv excited! i'm seeing you tmr honey~
charleschw, i love you! we had last long but it will be for eternity. haha:]

2009-07-01T01:47:00.000-07:00

ok, here to post.
monday went to swim at jeslyn's house. it was so fun luh! i was swimming quite like 2 laps cos i wan to slim down on my tummy fats mah, but i swam so lousy. hahah. who cares, but i think got la, but after swimming, after sauna and bathing. go back jeslyn's house immediately eat liao lor. vv hungry! aiyo, so what's the use of swimming ? ._. haha.

blogger! i wanted to post and it just like say unable to do so.. ok, i went to draft and it's there :D luckylucky. i scare must retype. ok. do tag me! hahaa.. thanks . looking forward to saturday! ! ! <3

2009-06-20T04:39:00.000-07:00

hello ! i'm back :D yesterday went to malaysia only la. haha, intend to go somewher further singapore but because of the H1N1, we couldn't do so. mummy says end of year then go but wasn't sure where. obviously i didn't had fun in malaysia. i mean it was so boring! bored to tears lor. luckily, there got channel 8 show so get to have some entertainment back in the hotel. yesterday night's dinner was yummy! ate at the korean bbq restaurant. so nice. the food was normal like what i ate in singapore. but the soup was delicious cause i like kimchi soup alot. haha. the boss is a korean, we recognise him as one because he got a pair of small eyes. haha. indeed he resemble like one!
sorry guys, bought nothing back for you because there's nothing great. i only bought a like so called jacket, not those long sleeves cause its like extra clothing. and, so tired! slept for 2 hours when i reach home. :D
i miss charleschan when i'm there ):

2009-06-15T07:46:00.000-07:00

Hello, here to update. Ok, today had a vv fun day lah! So great ok. went to Charleschan house to study abit tempted to play the poker so we played for awhile. We only study like 1 hour ( w alot of chatting& competing ), then want to rest liao. So fun, i won alot of times right ?! Too bad, i'm on a winning streak today. Ladyluck is here, beside me but not that pathetic guy. Arghhhs, forget to bet moneymoney $.$ ~ ok, read averyl honey's blog, ok, who says i wanted to go lor, ya lahhh. you better keep what you say when i go your house ah, FRIEDRICE. ilove her lah that same breed of mine <3.
friday i'm going to malaysia, hope i can shop until alot of wonderful stuff! woahs, so excited. love shopping v much, i'm now currently on a shopping spree mood & (:
<3 lovelove boyfCHARLES :D
ohya, my hair is permed & it's fab! hope the curls will maintain.
am i growing ? i hope sooooooooo ! godbless :3

2009-06-07T06:28:00.000-07:00

tomorrow going out to zoo. looking forward but i scare my dark rings will be superb obvious because hasn't sleeping well. so happy!! :D
and bestfren going for her camp soon, takecare alrights, & i lovev you. thankyou for everything you had done, i appreciated it! loveloves.
girlfs too <3

&& CHARLESCHAN

2009-06-06T05:54:00.000-07:00

so sad nowwwwwwwww !
i went to cut my hair w mummy and now, my perm is gone!! don't like la! :(
like so ugly lorrrr. mummy says she next time bring me go perm agn. i hope i got natural curl leh, although i have, but is kind of lil laaa.
dont like leh, my hair looks damn straight okk! i'm so gonna curl it agn.
& A, J girls, i bought the shoe le. i bought it in brown. haha.
SUPER BADLY WANT MY HAIR BACKKK !~

2009-06-04T07:36:00.000-07:00

WEDNESDAY;
half of the day stayed at home w fanily& charles.
ok, then we rushed out to go to AMK there eat sushi. yumyum, v the nice yor!
and bought averyl's present as it was her birthday but couldn't celebrate tgr. she'll be celebrating w her family. after that, we went off at like 7.2pm off to yishun to catch a movie w charles and his family. we watched MONSTER vs ALIEN. vv hilarious. laughing quite much w charles. and then home sweet home (:

THURSDAY;
okok, celebrated averyl's belated birthday. we merely just went shopping lor. haha, at vivo, saw adeline& jovina. haha, and went walking for nicenice clothes. had a fun day shopping yea. wrote things on a card& gave it to averyl so shall not elaborate and wish her here as long as she knows what i'm feeling.
forgotten about our tuition so we rushed there, me and jeslyn tgr w our KFC foods. bid goodbye to my averyl. so, now i'm here blogging to update those who will bypass here lor.
bought only 2 items but i'm happy enough. was threatened to post about today by jeslyn :/

DISAPPOINTED :/

2009-06-02T07:57:00.000-07:00

i dont know what's wrong w some singaporeans. are so self centered la. help are not rendered when you seek for one. what's wrong?
i can only say, do not judge a book by it's cover. i was hoping everyday for my hotmail and hope what i believed before is true. but till now, i saw updates but still, no reply for me. maybe you're busy and i'm still waiting. i hope the belief that i had for you, a v kind and nice person. i hope i will not be failed by my judgement.
another one. say you wont help me. dont give me false hope alright! i think it's hopeless. singaporeans, ks.
but i just wanted to say thanks at least you've pull my hopes up but let me down so hard.
my hopes are dashed. anws, these few days my emotional wasn't controlled well. i had a breakdown. yaya, i know many things that once happened to me before when i was young . haha.
don't try to act a kind soul if you know you ain't one. fakers.

THANKS CHARLES& MONKSIS.
you're the one who really cared and hold me through the journey.
i can see the concern, and it's for real. not like what you've said fakefake frens yea sister ?
thanks v much. i enjoy those lil moments w you though i seemed heckcare. but honestly.
you're the two! :D my most beloveeed ! <3

2009-05-30T23:08:00.000-07:00

ok, yesterday went out to sing k with AveryChan lor.
okok, that was so damn last min. i was told 1 hour before. i think, probably la. had fun singing ! i couldn't catch the correct tune, and sang out of the ... ( chuo yin ) so bad.
but at the endend i could. and i think i sang well :D
haha, but it was super coldddddd. was trembling. from like the after starting of 30 mins? WALAO. b.t.h lor.
Averyl was like i not cold then sing until so shuang.
ok. but, i still manage to stand the coldness for 4 hours people. 4HOURS! :/
ended and then we went to library . but before so, went to eat mac after meeting my charlesbf.
he is th only one eating but i stole his fries :D hahaaaa.
talk alot w averyl. having her accompany was great. took photos, lazy upload la, next time alrights ? i promise i will .
thenthen, we kept on chatting until like 8.30 at the library while charles act goodboy study.
well, that's a good start ! keep it up alrights.
then we went to eat dinner. but smt happened at night. i slept ard at 3.30am.
now look so lethargic. like a zombiee.
later will be attending charles's brothers chalet. late la! ~
drew a card for him but wrote very limited because his too young& i'm not that close w him lor. haha.
CHARLESCHAN, goodluck for your chi Olevel for tmr. kampateh!
<333>

2009-05-27T05:03:00.001-07:00

ok, yesterday didn't manage to have the happy family dinner. haha, as when i reach the bus stop, bestfren called me then i realised i had yoga.. haha! then rush home. time not enough le. thanks charles for accompanying me (:
then mummy give me hamham to eat , 2 hams!. okok, eat le then we rush out. rushrushrush, then we had our dinner only for 12mins! woah, but i eat v lil. he alot, now you knows who's the pig ! :D hahaaaa. ok, i also la, i slept from 4 to 7.30 and wake up had my dinner. okok, wanna puke. ;x
i'm v glad that it's holi ! so now i dont have to waste my times lor. i hate it. now i dread going to school. i dislike it. but it's ok, i'll prove it.
though your may not mention it, i know. no matter what, i stand no place in yours heart. it's uber obvious. there's lil details i gathered wher your wouldn't notice. i meant nothing. so, i won't say much. haha, not emotional lah, but just can't stand it. stop giving me that lj bin ok!

2009-05-26T02:47:00.000-07:00

hello, here to blog. i've just changed my blogskin but waiting to go monkey sister house so i can ask her for help. so lazy. haha! anws, i think i love monkey sister vvvv much! no lah, haha, not think but confirmed. cause she gave me the most secure i need. haha, charles too la ah. haha, but he's d retareded lor. hahas, just kidding. ok, today had the class cheering competition. so sad we never win los. practice v hard hor! ok, charles crying now when he saw what i typed. HAHAHA!
orbiiiii ._.
ok, staying at monkey sister lovelove house. it'll be soo much fun ! haha. so looking forward to it man. ilove you & her family. they dote so much on me. ahah. is aunty suggested that i go over. haha. you know, we are v best fren since pri sch till now and have been contacting ea other almost alot of times. i'm v sure & had never doubt about our friendship even once, i swear. we'll last :D thanks for all those and i know, you'll alws be here for me :D
ps. i know you're very happy now!

got to go now . for dinner. a happy family . ...

2009-05-18T06:44:00.000-07:00

changing once again.
i feel so much closer to averyl girlf now . & ya, everything is just so fine. i also love you guys.
maybe it's all just one word, JEALOUSY ?
jealousy kills ! omg, haha, perhaps?
anws, today had fun! haha.

nb, you disgusted me!
stop thinking highly of yourself. asshole !
i hope i've never chatted with you in msn so i wouldn't felt so. cb!

2009-05-15T23:24:00.001-07:00

haha here are the pictures i had for yesterday. caught the Xmen and i think wolverine is cool. he is so damndamn BUILD. like the shape. hahas.

me and charles. haha. LOVES :D

2009-05-14T01:38:00.000-07:00

ohmygod, i think my Emaths both Paper will score low. i just wan A for E&A.
omg can! only can blame myself lor. for slacking so much. seriously la, yi ding si ding one lor!!
god bless me can, i got workhard leh though it may seems not really :x
SHIT LA!
okok, but the happy thing is tmr is the last paper le! & will be going out to watch movie w girlf and my boyf ok. wa, i wanna celebrate tmr that it's time to relax leeeee!
yeeeeeeeeeeeees..... hais, i scarescare tmr's chemistry paper, i only revised for like less than 2 hour lor but i think i understand most but if MrOng give a very 'interesting' paper like what we were told, die le. but i hope i can manage and i wan a A too!
i'm soooo slack, that's the lazy me but i really dont wan):
it's such a disappointment.
HUISI.T , jy ! :D
ppl, wait for my goodnews for the test. i'll say aiya, it's such an easy paper. *hope it's true .

2009-05-09T05:00:00.000-07:00

okok, my blog not private le.
ok, yesterday i confessed to daddy that i got boyfren.
he says ok, but dont affect my studies. he is like expecting all this ? maybe he knew it all along. i dont know but, yah, i think its ok lor. haha, sigh a relieve letting him know all this and i swear, i didnt meant to kept it for so long but it's not the right time ? anws, everything fine!
smt happened just now but it's real alright now! teeheeeee.
ok, ilove you :>
so looking forward for exams to end!
but i know the results i get back wouldn't be that fabulous anymore.
i didn't study real hard but its alright!
i only know that i'm planning manymany things that are way ahead the finishing of MYE.
hahah, wanted to work at aunty's manicure shop & then, i'm gonna spend time with him
and, i'll be shopping out with the money i earned! isn't that great?! happyzxszxsxz
that's all, and i guess i'll post lesser nowadays. because i dont know what to post! :D

2009-04-02T03:09:00.000-07:00

ok dearies,
today jeslyn never come school.. cause she is sick but nevertheless, we're still very happy :D
laughing our teeths out . HAHAHA.
ok lah, tell you what ok jeslyn. dont see le happy hor.
normally would turn my head to my right and see what's she doing. and today, i did that too. but she wasn't there.
kk, got a bit miss you lah.
very lil only lor. dont so happy k!
ok, charles, i'm so sorry. it wasn't intentionally. sorry !
later will be going for my tuition and i msged bestfren if she's going but didn't tell her i joined their class. hoho. SECRET! wait till she see me later.
it's quite a surprise yeahh? very eexcited and happy.
i'm all prepared. see you guys later and haha, looking forward to hear jeslyn's sexy voice. i'll laugh at her so she will give me that face again. :) i like. hhaa.
happy tuitionnnn ~
and, i miss you lah charles x)

2009-04-01T07:46:00.000-07:00

okok, wanted to post that on 28 went out with charles, jeslyn and nick. ok, i've bought nothing. hahah.
ok, today i really laugh until buay tahan. very happy lor!
everything today very the funnn :]
ok, reme 1st period had my Emaths test and i asked partner - kenrich to help me carry my table out while i carry the chair cause lighter mah.
then i told him to come out and help me take if i finish ah.
then when teacher came out to tell us only left 1 min, i stood up cause finish doing le .
then i saw a monkey there peeping out. and that's kenrich!
haha, was checking if it's time for him to go out carry liao.
then he look so gong, dont know should anot then i smile widewide at him infront of teacher and he came out help. haha, who cares.
so nice of him right, ok, then
THANKYOU KENRICH! :D
alright, after that went out to register for my tuition at adm.
took quite awhile then can find the place.
was walking round and round and excuse me JESLYN & HUISI, it's the first place your checked out at. Sembawang Zone ( RC ).
ok, asked 3 ppl lah, and they said us..
please la, i know we look young but dont say out la. aiyo.
ok, happy and i'm excited lor.
think bestfren not coming tmr. not sure, she's too busy as you all can see..
ok then went to adm agn for our KFC.
met up w charlesD as he just came back from his detention. my poor boy..
ok, then saw averyl . she went for a haircut w her mummy first then come find us.
she had tuition so kept company with us.
walked home with ahjes and we gossip about the blur ah chiong , see that hur you ? we gossiping about you. haha.
took some pictures too. seriously hope i'll post it up.
perhaps never.. see me know le, i so lazy. orh, paiseh, is busyyyy ..
:D did my Amaths homework and very the happy. i manage to complete it w/o much difficulty.
can do lah, hehehe. so happyyyy ! really.
study some pages on geography. mentally prepare that i'll fail.
i never pay attention in her lessons. cause it is simply too confusing and she teach very the fast.
neverminds, i can count on myself x/
haha. okok, resting soon.
tomorrow is the start of my tuition w jeslyn and looking forward to see haopengyou at there tgr someday. ok.
and wanna apologise to you for not being there when you fell down. but, ILOVEYOU dearest x3

2009-03-28T07:25:00.000-07:00

haha thanks guys for making my tagboard alive. hahaa, i'll cheerup de adelinee :D
tanya, late le still say can hurh! okok la, forgive you la at least you got come. but hor, your tag very sarcastic leh! i box you erhh. okok, today went out, very tired.
stomach soso pain lor. and ok, 26 march was a badbad day. i cried in sch agn. walao, dis year so unlucky lor. like cry since my birthday. i dont know why i cried so badly but the words momo said like hurt me alot. i cried uncontrollably and like helplessly.
really, i dont know why. and i so stupid lor. that thing affects me the whole day that i decided to go home cos i cannot concentrate at all and tears will automatically roll down by itself.
SIGHs :/
so hurtful .
ms momo, do you know some words cannot be say? you got to think before you do something.
you upset me and my mother, she get so fedup alright. and i wanna you to know i'm not hao qi fu de hor! i never gl with teachers doesn't mean i wont ok.
someday, somehow maybe i'll go crazy and i'll scold you one lor! i know i timid. so, but please, dont let me go crazy. i'll cry and shout like a madlady. get it?
you know why students behave so gl? cos you forced them too. take me as an example.
i have never wanted to go against teacher but since this matter happen, i will .
I'M NOT HAO QI FU DE !! D;
don't take adv. of me.

you make me so tire of my life. so stop that alright.
bad things please shoo shoo.
:( i dislike you
anws, went out today and didn't manage to shop nice things.
empty-handed and homed.
i slept then wake up and went out for dinner at upp. thomson road. ate the fish steamboat and yumyum, i like the soupppp. jealous? too bad!
and home sweet home.
ok, i now know exactly what colour i like alot lah, it's pink :D
haha, but other colours, i also like but i'm now so into pinkkk.
pinkie, you influenced me. justkidding . =.=

2009-03-25T05:15:00.000-07:00

alright, finally have time to post, see! i'm so busy..
ok i'll post what had happened on 24march .
i slept early the night before and when i wake up, i saw quite a few of msges. well, they're the ones here ; Jeslyn, Averyl, Charles, Fiona, Jovyn, Charles again..( naggy! ), Joanna Chua, Fiona again.. ( lame one lah hor ) & adeline. they two tgr one. haha, then Charles's Mummy, Joanne godaunt, Haopengyou Zhixian, Huanhui and inclusive of the tags hereee..
err then after that is celebration with family. went to clark quay eat sushi, haa, ate at two restaurant and both costed a bomb! but yummy..
okok.
in the morning, i was waiting for charles to come and fetch me ma, then he still haven't reach so go do my things. after that, i do finish go check again and i peeped through the doorhole and saw averyl and jeslyn walk pass followed by charles. and i knew.. birthday cake. haha, no fun!
ok, i peon the door and look glum cos veryvery tireee.. then do and prepare and they sang a birthday song for me, i ps x/
then went to sch. cakes specially bought by GIRLFRENS and sooneng!.
but celebrated only with jeslyn, averyl and charles. not baddd.. mmm, then go sch very sian.
to me, it's worse then a norm day. Ms Tan never come cos don't wan give me my present.. no la kidding, today gave me le but the chocolate is like lao hong...
cheapo. haha. okok, than the class sang me a birthday song and i donnt know why i cried. aiyo ps la, they all lor !!!
mm, anw received 2 cards and 1 big puzzle from charles & a handmade birthday cake, a card, coinbank and a lookalike magazine notebook from zhixian. a birthday cake from girlfrens & sooneng, a family outing celebrated that cause the hole in mummy's pocket and a highclass hoodie claimed by my brother w LOVE words. that''s all i guess. still got, a card from jes and another from Averyl. a slideshow done by jeslyn! a folded paper heart by fiona ( again ! same as last year =.=)
ok, if i'm nt lazy, i'll update the picturee.. look ugly that day!

thanks guys.. haha.

2009-03-23T06:37:00.000-07:00

okok, actually yesterday got post de. then the stupid computer dont know when i type the last sentence suddenly every data of previous things i've typed wasn't save either in drafts or back still in the post lor. angry leh then i decided to off the computer and never to us it again! i wanted to post about the events on thursday. ok!
stupid computer so lousyyy..
okok tanya, ya very happy to see you ( fu yan ni ba le ) haha, okok, seriously very happy to have meetup with your agn. well, previously wanted to say that the super four of us will still remain this down the 100years road. we promised to gossip tgr when we old le hor. that'll be us, so cute hor.
ok and i hope the peaceful life we had tgr will not be interrupted by others those flirtious bitches who dont care much abt the years of friendship we held for one another and why shoukd we? if we're that vicious, wouldn't have care about them. i merely just wanted a nice day. i didn't expect you would turn out this way and guys! i reallyreally missed your very much and that sure will carry on for don't know how long. ilove you guys. i know your will be the one:D
I REALLY LOVE YOU GUYS VERY MUCH ! :D
wan a kiss from me? haha, grace you had it alrd! ohya, thanks zhixian for the presents and thanks my dearest charles for the birthday cake and cards. looking forward on receiving your presents tmr. urgghh, i'm so old, 15 soon! nevermind, then i'll be the first to drive car among girlfrens and my four super ladies clique! hehe. jealous? orbi lor.
okok. i'm not really that excited for tmr cos i think it'll be very bore. every year is the same ..

DISAPPOINTED

2009-03-20T05:47:00.000-07:00

alright, i realise about smt when i was in Geylang Methodist. that was, his so biased. i very angry lor my god, why should you treat ppl inequal? so much that i like you lor. fine, i get real clear that i've seen wrong. certainly disappointed. and stupid you, i hate you. you know since that they you got us upright wrong! you didn't jot the good part of us. instead you this aunty, so old-fashion, use a notebook jot our names and stupidly complaint that we are what. you're just a young adult and mygod, you behave like one 80 year old grandma, i think she's still btr off than you. seriously, i'm not sure why you're attached. really, i just caNT get that right ! i think his blind alright, you must have put black magic on him asshole!
utterly disappointed alright, i shouldn't have been that naive. it's alright. i will not look down and beg you to let this thing off and plead for your to help me. dont look down on me! cos i got the capability alright. i dislike you. you make me hate going for it.
ya right. i can only say i'm totally utterly terriby seriously badly disappointed! :/

updated! a long and horrible post :D

2009-03-09T06:47:00.001-07:00

NUMBED :/

2009-03-09T05:44:00.000-07:00

that's me and monkeysis. went out with her yesterday which is a sunday. had a fun time with her. haha, before leaving home, i was so excited and yah, i wore highheels out with her and i actually should take a bus there as i have to meet her at sp. but, haha, didnt do so cause i was afraid to like walk out, and board on the bus to meet her. so please mummy to brin gme there. waited for her like 20 mins? i was abit bu nai fan. but okok, it's very good alrd cos dont have to take a bus there :)
then we went to 2 venues excluding going to sp. ok, we updated each other about our life and seriously, i can only say i'm so fugging unlucky. had fun and tell her my bad encounter in school and today !! i had one again. it's terribly irritating alright. i dont know for what the fug i'm brn into this world.
i hated it. i dislike coming to this world. i dislike my own life because of all this nonsensical things that kept irritating me. i really wished to tell ppl la, that mind your own business. i didn't even try to pick a fight lor. i did my part and you do yours can le. for what make a small matter into a big matter. and please, open your eyes and see. you dont know the whole truth behind it. you plainly just listen to her part of story. i was so damn furious over it. i almost explode! okok. but slowly i was fine as my surrounding was getting me bored. dont wish to have all this scenerio of things occuring again. there will be no next time. and if your wanna complain go ahead. it is not as if i did smt that is jian bu de guang de. if you think it's shameless, what do you think about those who are married and pregnant. guys, thnk about your parents, you think they're shameless cause they've been into a relationship. dont get jealous. i know you're cause youhave none. MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS okay!.
get your life hell out of mine. i hate schooling.

but one thing to point out that which should stand out of this post.
I LOVE BESTFRIEND. you're mine x3
stand by me forever alright monkeysister. it's you that i only need.
thanks for understanding me.
which is only you.
ok people, officially i'm here to announce,
my blog is not private le! :D

2009-02-27T06:18:00.000-08:00

HEARTACHE :/
everything arnd me built me up.
it strengthens me. yah.
but i would rather be weak.
unlikely, reality are alws cruel.
either you accept or let go.
i chose to let go of the sorrows, but i'll never frgt it.
saddened x/3
life is the opposite of dreams.
a lifetime of nightmares.
a path of obstacles.
i wanna a easier path, a shorter one.
although its short,
it'll be a more fulfilling one.
i've learn to.
i'll adapt to.
i've stop to.
thanks for letting me have a chance to be strong, cause i've learnt to.
ily, disappointed .

2009-02-27T05:07:00.000-08:00

i hope to change my blogskin soon. i hope everything will end soon. i don't know what's wrong with me nowadays. i only know i'm bad. sorry for being so unreasonable with you. but i can only say that's me. if you cant take it then leave it. i'm nt so going to entertain with your everything. i now i've done wrong but i also can say i've sacrificed, alot for you. being reprimanded for nothing, being blame for your everything. cause it's me. i've got a hard life. i've really got nothing, and you're my only one here, but i can say i'm sorry that's all, for being unreasonable and like shit! i shall not ask for more. cause i'll have a row of bad things happening to me in life. take a step, everything will start afresh. it's fine, i've given up. and i'm sorry if this few days i've been harsh on anyone. esp. jeslyn and shiyun. sorry, pardon me cause you know i'm moody. guys don't understand the stage we're going through cause you'll only start to know when you lose smth. i wanna go out with bestfriend! urgggghhhhs, tmr gt band, wtf ._. hate it.
i'm so tired :/
oh lord, save me.
i wanna break away.

2009-02-25T01:12:00.000-08:00

heyhey, i'm here to post. currently i'm feeling abit unwell cause i was drenched by the rain, but not alot but also quite alot la. then mummy sent him home while girlfriends walk home tgr. cause my sis and bro also need the car. okok, today i can say quite got confidence in my chemistry paper la. haha, although i just read 3 times but haha, can la can la. understand then everythings ok, not really need memorise cause evrth is in my head. haihais. mm, i got back my chinese common test and it was 30/50. not bad hur, cos last year i always get a 2 as the first digit lahh. not bad, huisi, workharder! :D ohyea, today in the canteen, we had a big time laughing lor.
we 4 was there making alan's name haha.
shiyun : guai-lan
averyl : lan-lan
huisi : lao-lan
jeslyn : bo-lan
the lan(s) are the same as alan.
guai lan is the lan very weird. then lan lan is the lan like decomposed. then the lao lan is the lan like hanging then bo lan is the lan dont have.
we 4 so funny la. have a fun timeeee. great !
and alan was there laughing his head off. funny right guys?
okok. A maths learn about logarithms. and i think it's so-so.
understandable but not sure can manage a not lah. i'm going to do my things soon. while posting, i rmbed that i got to complete this things :
- A maths hmwk
- Eng File
- Bio- notes
and that's all people. goodluck for my bio- .
i'm prepared for the test to be hard D:

2009-02-24T05:39:00.000-08:00

hello people, had my SS exam yesterday and i think it's not bad yeahh.. haha, then maths ah, walao, confirm lose 5 marks one. 3 marks cause of the standard form lor, nb, i go put less than 0. kns. i changed it when i was checking through and gosh, i got the answer but nana, i kpo lor. 2 marks cos of careless. anws, i think the maths paper was super easy. hope i can score like 45. which is the max i could get. haha. today was quite moody. and yaya, daddy is coming back this saturday. oops. siandiao. nevermind. i've intended to go shopping with monkeysis but i'm not sure if i can go cause maybe daddy is bringing us out then sorry guys. got to make it up to your. just wait for me on the next sunday then. haha, and ya, saturday i also not sure can go ah leslie's house. we gonna have a chalet for 2E2.
2E2, LOVED!
so sian.. i wanna have a shopping spreeee ! i wann to buy alot of nice and nice things. but i'm not sure if i could get any. saddened. haha, tomorrow is chemistry test. basically, i just read through and that's all. didn't really go and memorise it but i hope so that they're alrd in my miind.. today was quite a badbad day. anws, goodluck people!
i wanna my handphone back cause i think it's superb boring.. i only got myself to blame.

2009-02-20T04:39:00.000-08:00

stupid.. i just go scold the spammer's on jeslyn's blog. nobody's perfect but everyone are made out to suit their looks. right? you dont like ppl saying you then dont start it. it's your fault. if wan everyhting to end, just apologise k.
whatever.
so boring. ohya, monkeysis, will update you my life if can. meet up someday cos i'm missing you. haha. so sian la.... today at school i damn high. haha, me and sooneng go argue with light's teacher about the topic. i totally dont agree. my god. say until she also agree. right sooneng? comeon, high-five! tire la after spamming. so boring, cos like say like no much things to bring up but i still manage to.. haha. tmr still got sch. i dont know how i'm going to cope for my SS. i cant concentrate and i feel like slacking this year. of all the years in sec sch, i chose to do so now. what the hell.. ookok, i'm not so hardworking but the past years i'm not that stupid. cos i can memorise them easily. fcuks. i dont feel like studying. assholeeee! i wanna rest.

2009-02-18T04:17:00.000-08:00

Monkey sis, dont worry, i won't get you replacable. Cause i know, you're the one who is always there for with me no matter what. without fail for 5 years. it's not that long but i just wanted you to know this 5 years our love for each other had stay strong and so will it continue. our friendship is still counting on. and yah, you are limited edition too. only i got you. i'll hold on you forever. we will still meet after years too. i hope we will get in the same UNI. you know, we've got a date. dont forget about it. cause i'm seeing you, my best life friend.
may we be the most best friend for this life and the next life and the next next life till we've no life :D
stay strong and hang in there. i'll be there to catch you when you fall. i'll be there to be your pillar of strength when you need one. we will be tgr forever. no one will. everyone has a ranking in my heart. thanks for being there all this while. hope we will last long..

anyway people, dont message me cause my phone was confiscated today. hais, then i cant post pictures or take pictures when i go out. nevermind, still got camera. i've thought it over that it's also not bad la confiscate one month cause i've bursted my bill for last month and it was $200++. daddy gonna say me agn cos it wasn't the first time. but dont blame me, cos you didn't make things clear. haha. i'm also quite sad la, and i wasn't worried about the phone that was confiscated, but i'm afraid they would check my messages.
& yes, i think they did. if not, why would they ask me those silly questions. you know that's invading one's privacy. it isn't good. if your follow the rules found in our hand book, they didn't type that they are allow to invade into our privacy. they only stated that nothing will be return. so you know, if i have the capital, i'll sue. cause its your wrong. your will lose the case :D
whatever. i dont care that much cause the phone is off now, i've got codes. hahaha.
IT's SO BUDGET. i got lots of secrets to reveal about it. i'll do that if i can.
mummy is getting down tmr to sch. hahaha, cause of brother. got show to see liao :D

2009-02-17T05:55:00.000-08:00

i cant update the latest pictures i took on sunday. i'll work it out. thanks fiona, but yea, you know. haha, ya, zhixian, dont ever get me irreplaceable. cos you're the longest friendship that is continuing without fail. i love you. you're irreplaceable too, to me. life's hard and i will stay strong. you too :D
i kept thinking. neverminds. haha. ilove you best toooo!
charles <3
it's tiring for one to spend a day just like that. alright. i dont know. dont ask me things abt the previous post. i would not tell you :) haha. not you , not you or you!
only he and she. hahaha.
i'm just being lame. this is my second post.
i will never reach our finishing line. cos the finishing line never exist there, it wasn't planted. it's over.
people, nothing is in my heart except your. i really hope i could reach the finishing line. i was given a chance. blame it on me for not being a good runner. i reached out, it disappeared.
last time, i only want to say.
i love you, all this while.

2009-02-17T04:25:00.001-08:00

So what. hais, i just finally woke up from my senses. Cause i know no matter what, you're just temporarily. Just think it over, reflect on it. I'm just an in between, an extra. i could see it, but don't get it too obvious right. yeah, you're mayb closer. But excuse me, have a heart, care about me too. dont be so self-centered. i know, i mayb nothing to you, then so stop claiming yourself that its such a long friendship, don't let it end. Your ruined it yourself cause what am i to you? even if i'm not here, you don't care much. for what i should. But touch your heart. you're just being biased. you don't treat us the same so i will not too. and, i've given enough for this sacrifice and it's like nothing to your. do your see it? i guess no.
Cause in your heart you only got her. yup, i'll stop being naive that every single each of yours commitment to me is truthful, i can see and i'll tell you it's a no.
i'm determined, i give up. i'll treat you like a normal friends. i hate to see it when i'm always left out when you tried to do something.
you only think of me when you have no one. so what the fuck is this. STOP! i'm not one for your to come and go as you like. I HATE IT. understand. you're selfish.
does true friendship exists? i once believe, but not anymore.
prove me. i no longer have any confidence on your. your truly disappoints me.
Dont worry, Monsis, you're more than just a friend. haha.
and when i need a coaching hhand, yet it was from a stranger. whatever. everything for me towards your has ended. i dont wanna ramble about your anymore. i hope.

2009-02-16T06:00:00.000-08:00

today actually wasn't really a good day. practically, i'm like controlling myself all along. shit man, it's such a difficult thing. haha, charles you know why.
during band alot of things flooded my mind and i was like thinking about alot of stuffs.
and i told myself i really gotto learn how to be independent,
cos there isn't really a shoulder for me to lean on.
so far, i've not come in contact with someone who knows what to do to me when i'm feeling down. so yah, that's why. mm, i'm nt sure, mayb i think too much but i'm sure,
i'll stay strong,
i'll brave through all the barriers that is blocking my way.
& i'll stand up on my feet by myself.
i will. cos everything depends on individual.
i hope i'll care no much on my lifes cos it's really disturbing me.
i almost cant concentrate on my tests.
it's terrible. life seems much btr when younger.
how i wish i'll stay that way.
now i hope, i'll never grow up. i'm facing the stages that we will be going through, i dont wanna grow up. i wanna remain young like in pri 5 & 6. cos that is the best time of my life.
haha. life sucks.
friends.. who will be there?
Charles & MonSis ;
ilove you best :D
life's changing, the world is changing.
i'm changing. we got to adapt to life. we cant have the best of everything.
i'm tire.

2009-02-15T05:38:00.000-08:00

hello people,
i'm here to post. today went out with jeslyn and i can say she's pretty and sexy lor !
those bitch or bastards who look down on her is your lose.
and dont think you're prettier than her cos i think she is prettier than you :D
yah, charles also tag along:D , yeah funfun x)
so fun nah! ilove you guys, very much..
i think i will upload pictures if it's ok. haha, ass, i hate your attitude.
you sucks! you're being look downnnnn by me! haha, ;D
tomorrow gonna have common test soon. i hope i will score well~~
mug hard guys!
ily except you ! kakakakass..
i'm selling the LA SINFONE DE AMIS tickets.
if you to buy it, get it from me, its a 3-5pm concert consisting of 5 schools including Adm Sec.
do come and support ! <3
bye people& it's a great belated valentine's day.
we're bonding tgr almost into one.

2009-02-13T20:22:00.000-08:00

since yesterday i was itching all over.
then tell mummy i think i wan see doc and ask her manymany stupid things like will got injection ma? ... haah. she siandiao.
then we go to MRT there, charles accompany me too. haha.
i was like there worrying i might get injected cos one guy also den he came out with his hands covered with the cotton but. think so.
i was so scareddd.
i dont like having injections. it makes me cry, i think so ;x
after that went in came out and glad to say, i dont have to.
well, we saw js and jovyn but didn't call out to them.
i was looking terribly sick. mygod, its ugly.
today was better but didn't go for band cos the medicine i ate last night will make me sloopy and so, i'll be tire..
but my sleep was interrupted by MonkeySis.
smth happened to her. feel sad for her... it's P&C !
rdy to go to meet charles then for my SD.
seeyou guys and today is the real valentine's day.

HAPPY V DAY !! :D
enjoy people.

2009-02-13T04:37:00.000-08:00

ok.
haha, today in school was terrible. i'm itching all over lor! i'm having rashes man. my god, it's really itchy, i cant stand it anymore so i scratched it.. after showering, it get worse. haha. hell, i look like a monster. i go tell mummy i feel veryvery itchy then she look at my face and laugh. haha. she say i so ugly. whatever lor :D
haha, she's cute. mm, today i was damn hyper, people, dont blame me cos i didn't mean, i just high up lor. but its better than pulling a long black face. tomorrow got band le, if my rashes still dont get well, i'm nt going though i wan to go. just feel like going but i'm lazy la. maybe i should take a rest or i dont need take my commontest le. haha.

passerby& guest ; i bought it at fareast there.

i'm really feeling itchy, my hair stands lor cos i'm resisting myself not to scratch it. if not jeslyn will say me.. i've received valentine's gift!
wowowooo .. happy! and it's also my first time i'm giving valentine's gift. andya, sooneng so good la, she received a unknown present lor, guess where she found it. it's under her table. kns, the guy so sweet lor.. okok. and i had my eng test. fcuks, it's super difficult. i guess i won't pass!
godbless me. takecare &
HAPPY VALENTINE"S DAY ! :D

2009-02-12T06:30:00.000-08:00

i've finally update my pictures and yes! i've changed my blogsong. i like this song manys. hahas. and people are loved. valentine's coming and i decide to give my love ones the valentine gift. sorry i didn't get one for you yet. but soon :D but somehow the song is nt exactly what i wan. i don't wan it to be a mixtape. i just wanna miley cyrus's i miss you . it's nice seriously. bye people.

2009-02-12T02:37:00.001-08:00

oh ya ya. today school was like so damn fun. i mean i like i'm more crazier then before. today averyl never come then jeslyn didn't go for the sst/ remedial but yea, life still needs to go on. however i'm nt as bored as i tot i will be. she sucks lah, like that wan shiyun to sit alone den no partner. still ask if you mind. what the.. she said ''YES" and still, didn't you amend her sit? no right, then ask for what. yea, obvious, i'm talking about you. Ahchiong only say goodbvye and also in a polite way not as if he shoo you out saying lesson ended why you still here. and i agree with what he say, you're nt entertaining at all. i'm so like =.=
please, urggghhh.
you one thing can take a long time to explain it, yea, you're explaining in details but even so, you think la, who will like so good to listen nor, the whole class alr doing their own things, my god, just look around. dont pretend to be 'oblivious' to the class. we're one class, its so huge. don't tell me we're too tiny to be seen alright. so dont lie to yourself we're good. we're hated by you. we all know. but just treat everyone of us the same, dont be biased. forgive and forget. so we will. we can't please everyone we know. so just take things lightly. dont be too like what la. dont know.
MY PHONE IS BACK !! :D

2009-02-12T02:27:00.000-08:00

i hope, really, with all my heart we could be back but i guess i won't get this chancee. but surely i won't blame you cause it all started from me. but i just want to know i treasure you alot. i meant it. pherhaps it's too late to turn back now. takecare and stay happy. i'll be here if you need me.
ily <3

2009-02-09T06:08:00.001-08:00

today, my handphone was taken away to be repair again. cause i put the memory stick card like very lose, sometimes got sometimes no, so troublesome.. ohya, ytd i went out with charles to watch the wedding game, it's funny, seriously. i'm so fa gao. haha. no la no la. learn from the show one.. hahas.
we two yesterday like crazy, keep take stupidpig pictures. haha, i kept suggesting the post lor. if i wan and when i get back my phone i may post the pictures. but haha, depend, it is seriously silly. get back my 1 eng class test. stupid, i get only 16.5 because of my language.. i din't know cannot write the would whatsoever. but i've at least learnt smt. anyway, my bio test is super duper easy man. i too clever le :D ! justkidding.
i'm so happy with what i wore yesterday. finally, i could wear it after buying and putting it there for so long. i think my legs is fat! i dont know if i wanna change my blogskin cause i'm getting tired of it.. haha.
ohyaya, tmr will be getting my chi test results back, wish me goodluck.

i love you, i also hope i'm nt of those person.
i wanna change out of my temper and egostic if i'm.
i'll try my best :D .
<3>

2009-02-06T05:54:00.000-08:00

here are my pictures with my girlfriends ! hahas.

those are the pictures taken. haha, i love my yaya ahgong. missed Mr Francis. oops, fgt to update my pictures with him. pardon me ah, i lazy .. hahas.
i hate schooling. i'm lacking of sleep this few days and today, i'm feeling rusty.

2009-02-05T03:56:00.000-08:00

alright, i'm here to post again. i'm just being devoted to my blog luh. i'm so nice. well, i wanted to ask how're you, how you in school, are you getting fine or whatsoever questions, and there more. but i just can't open my mouth, ask it you normally. i don't know why. i hope you'll understand it. i really love you, i do. i hope we can be bestfriend forever. if you need a shoulder to lean on, a person to let you vent your anger on, all your complaints. i'll be your listening ear to. but i'm sure i've been there to see you you're safe. pherhaps you dont know cos you're nt me. one behave that way always have a reason. i hope you know who you're. fnt.
today gt birthday bash at the parade square. scary lah., my god, and jeslyn , you've gt a tinny winny eyes ! :D KUAKUAKUA.

2009-02-04T04:25:00.000-08:00

had my SS test today and think was pretty fine.
i hope i can do well and hopefully i wont fail .
cause failing seems like very common in my test that i had. so shita! i failed for my strongest subject of all, maths. but is emaths la, but my amaths better, yet still, just passed.
yaya, today seemed very high. i was like playing whole day. went for dental appointment during recess and my gosh, my heartbeat was beating faster each time. because i scare pain la. haha, but only awhile cause the aunty hurt my gums. i was like moving my head higher and higher. haha, so funny. aunty says it's alright you know how much it hurts! glad :D it ended quite fast.
ohya, tmr got chemistry test, hope i'll score well since its fair if my strongest sub drop, the OTHERS weak sub should have improve. haha, that's being fair luh. i don't care.
i dont wan to have cca lei. it's so tiring and schedule is like so tight. monday to friday gotto stay in school till like 5pm? then saturday have band till 12++ ( always delaying ) and afterwards i got a inbetween course at every saturday at 4pm, which i have to take MRT at 2.45 like that to reach there. so i only got a sunday free which is a family day for my friends. kao. so how can i go out and shop? hope that after SYF end, my friday cca can stop, which is like 2 months later.
yaya, i'm getting a chalet on march holi cause those who love me, you'll why. cause you noticed it! but if so, i still need to attend school for cca and school reme? so get one for what.. but my mum insisted cause why not get it. hur.. i dont wan my cca on saturday. D:

2009-02-03T05:19:00.000-08:00

hello peoople, i'm here to post. aiya zhixian, nevermind one. someday i'll tell you what happened and you sure agree with me. ohya, i think Tanya's family is a cute family . haha, you'll nt believe what they did. omg. they're simple too cute ! i laugh my head off when i see the video tanya ahgong took . hahaaaa.. mygosh! it's so damn funny la. charles bought me 2 milkybar and i ate one in the wee morning and another when i reach home. mummy caught me eating it... ohyaah! i'm having alot of class test this week but apparently not alot compared to others. i had my geography test and eng test alrdy. today was my a maths and chinese test. maths, i've no confidence at all. yeah, i'm finally getting a tutor for both maths. starting this sunday !! . thenthen, i'm having my SS test tmr on Principles of Governance in Singapore.
i hope i'll score well. i wan a break soon. i'm gonna break down le. i'm aching all ovr and gosh i'm having my CCA soon. tired D: & i want my phone back !
jeslyn, don't get too stress ok? i know how you feel at that moment. so just workhard and give your best, :D i'll be there.
lesboo, i was happy that you signal me the good hand sign when i was getting ready for my maths test. haha, at least you look out for me and encouraged me. thanks leh.
i dont want to be that close with you anymore, you suck.

2009-02-02T06:18:00.000-08:00

haha, dont worry adelinekang, you have no share in the valentine's gift, i'm nt going to prepare one for you.. haha. i will try update one la. and joanna, i lazy tell everybody can and have blog must tell the whole world ah. you no blog how to tell you .. -.=
okok. today sch was fine and i wasn't feeling well during recess. haha, geog test was so-so. nt sure how will i score cause i just anyhow write it but hope their right. haha. jeslyn, i think you're nt ugly! must have confidence :D haha. and life is still going on, i really hope i can fgt abt every incident and fgt whatever you've done. maybe i'm too sensitive but really, ihate the way you do it. bitchhhh .. i dont know what to do. it hhave change.

2009-02-01T03:25:00.000-08:00

ohyaya, ytd went to Mr Tan's house. i'll upload the picture as soon as i can and hoh, my phone is at the M1's shop waiting to be served with new foods. it was hurt by the owner so was sent there for r . e . p . a . r . i . n . g . kakas. i'm sorry about it. yah, Mr Tan still looks the same and oh, the baby in the stomach haven't come out leh the lao 2. yaya, saw many of them and Tanya Ng ahgong, Sri Devi, i love your alot. your brighten up my days. refreshing primary sch's time. secondary sch time is seconday to primary sch. cause i've been through alot of bad times now rather in pri. i wan it all back. yah, Mr Tan says i look more mature compare to last time. we look at our pri sch video which was taken when we were waiting for our PSLE results to be revealed. had a big time laughing. and i was shocked by how i look before :L.
6 CREATIVITY is loved ! :D
valentine's coming. get your gifts ready for me people ..

2009-02-01T03:19:00.000-08:00

well, today was a homework day, i try to complete all my homeworks within today but sad to say, i didn't accomplish it. haha, chemistry homework i'll be asking him how to do. i dont know what has become of me. my maths is getting worse and my chem, i could'nt make it. geog worst. i dont understand. i dont know. but i'm sure i was listening in class or was i daydreaming? i admit i did. but how could i have ended up this way. haha, i'm hungry now ! i wan my dinner.. ily <3

2009-01-30T03:56:00.001-08:00

here are some of the newyear pics, enjoy them..
DAY 2

DAY 1
:D took many pics with my cousins & had lots of fun

this is what i've eat & woah, i think its niceee..

haha, both are my younger cousin brother, they're cute ain't it ?

that is how i dress.. & mummy say i look like going for some dancing.. haha.

i dont know why my face turn out this way, i rmb i was smiling.. but in this picture, i dont think so.

neh, the two cute-y imps agn ..

he is my cousin boyfriend, dont i look like his girlf? haha.. ily <3 he is cute !

took this picture in the car before reaching.

sister <3

2009-01-30T03:34:00.000-08:00

greatly thanks to my dearest zhixian who help me in this blogskin.
haha, i appreciate it alot :D hahha, ily MS <3