★ That's the fact that you love me , baby .

hohoh! Love is back, but i can only see him tmr.
tell you guys what, tmr is the 2E2 chalet.
woops, i hope it'll be fun! yay yay.
just now went out w family and spent so much.
this time round i got pay for them hor, only my sister.
she's a free loader. so bad!
ok, went to expo for food exhibition, this time round no fun.
heheh. excited for tmr!!!
wonderting how the chalet will be like. hee.
but i really loathe going to chalet because i hate the toilet there.
and it's going to be shared w so many guys.
wonder how it'll stink and go dirty! :(
hope it'll not have the smelly stench. hahh.
now, i'm looking forward for 2nd of December.
why? cause it's our anniversary man.
we'll be celebrating, finally got time horh!
* smack your face (:
ok, so won't be blogging till i'm back.
ohyes, on the 20th Nov, we went for FUN work.
haha, if wanna see the pictures, view averyl's blog!
( onetwothreefourhighfive.bs.com ) yea.
warning : i look damndamn ugly. * yuschk!

yo people!
haha, later gonna meet up w Averyl :D
today is sucha great day.
get to meet up w friends instead of staying home and rot!
haha, nono , never rot diao .
er, ytd went for the family chalet. wah, so boring.
luckily i didn't stay over.
grandma and mummy's sister last minute want stay so mummy say she go home loh.
and she gotto prepare those food.
haha, so tiring and troublesome. who ask her, want open the chalet.
haha. nevermind, she happy can le.
v bored now.. just wanna everything to go back normal ah.
aiyo, honey jealous liao.
Honey! ; we got to enjoy our time at the chalet, to the fullest no matter what ah.
heheh. I'm excited and bored. ok,
i still have yet to pay Mengchiong $24. ( Rmb hor! )
okok, going to eat and meet her soon.
k, byebye.

Love is gone for less than on day only,
and i'm missing him like shit now! ohmygod.
how am i gonna survive the next few days?
probably the days that is arriving will become less torturous uh ?
but i doubt so. maybe ba?
i thought i could live without him. haha, ok, too early to give an answer to that.
got to keep it in check for the next few days and then i can give an
clear answer to him! hahha, kidding, yesyes, i can't do w/o you! :D
argh, my complexion is getting bad to worse?
it's like kind of coarse now? what is wrong?
i don't want it! probably haven't been taking good care of my skin.
anyways, my ear bleed, don't know what's wrong.
thing is like going so wrong since you left for malaysia.
is my life w/o you that horrible? hehh, no luh. ( think too much )
er, got plans! i wanna have them done! yay yay. should i?
maybe i should ask for comments! hhaha. alright, hope i can turn in early today.
i've been having late sleep! alright, shall end here.
byebye, Love.

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hello everybody!
my current mood : SIAN LUH!
:( i'm so sad as love just went off to malaysia.
though it's just like v near singapore, but i think still v far la!
hee, 'm so looking forward to the 2e2 class chalet!
i'll be enjoying myself then unless i'm free of ( ___ ) !
hah, honey should know what i'm talking about!
Honey, we gonna take lots and lots of picture of us tgr ok! :D
Boyf Love, gonna take lots of pictures as well! haha, gonna keep it in my phone,
OUR MEMORIES! yay.
i'm so excited for that day to come, but first, i'm having a family chalet as well.
from 19-21st. i guess so.
and then friday and saturday! $.$
i got so much to do now. i got alot of yearns to be fulfilled.
but i need to have that sum of money just for it.
woohoooooooo! i need a job luh. who gonna get one for me ?
ohyes, i'm in a quandary now!
been pondering on this for some time, " are you acting ? "
if so, i think your acting skills rawk manszx. you totally makes me hopping mad.
i really hope you're those truthful, not acting kind cause we love you, but, you didn't prove us that we should. so yea, gonna keep away from you as well bloody ass!
and ok, it's proven for another, due to a series of events that we concluded.
eh, don't think you mean much to us, losing you doesn't mean my world will fall apart.
but for you, i guess yes? haha, think thoroughly luh.
who can't live without who?

-ok ! today had band practice,
the conductor so weird!!
what i wished for now is for band prac to stop till we graduate!
i totally dislike going back to school.
wasting of my time. if it weren't for the prac,
i would have found a job and earning money! so please,
END NOW!!! horribleeeeeee.

Labels: im excited to see that fcuking face of yours

haha, yapyap, MISUNDERSTANDING CLEARED!
haha, i just want everything to go fine and even you!
alright, i spent my saturday and sunday w my dearest love!
heheh, i'll be saying " SAYONARA, bon voyage my love! " to him!
and i'll be so lonely for the next one week till he's back.
took a sum of pictures of myself and w him as well.
haha, i like one of the pic i took and i put it as my wallpaper.
the effect of the picture is darn nice.
it looks like gloomy purplish? i didn't edit it.
when i took picture it just appears this way :D and haha, i like i like!
ok, finally, friday, there's work for me to do.
well, i guess i gotta keep myself busy by doing my school work or go shopping?!
hohohs, but i've no money! it's gone, on my room! :D
i totally love baby! { MY LOVE }
i was wondering if we could last till old? { hope so }
ok, earlier on accompany love to aljunied for his job interview.
obviously, he got it! it's needless to say the answer one luh ;x
and then we bused to bugis just for my rice cake.
*o-i-shi
thumps up! but it's quite thick for the gravy which is only today.
hurhur. anyways, came home actually wanted to do homework.
but yes, mission unaccomplished!
i came home and sister was complaining she was hungry! ( what a pig, no luh! :D )
so cooked maggie mee for the whole family.
then yup, took peektures w love! i like la, haha. you know why right!

ok, things have been bottling up in my heart.
i just wanna chuck them away, i feel so bloody stupid.
alright, i just wanna tell you that :
" i don't mind losing you, because you're sucha fartard! i'm so darn tired of seeing your bloody hell face that reminds me of what you had done! i can't imagine that i was your friend for all this year. what's wrong? what has gone wrong? I always wanted to return back to the normal but i can't, you can't as well. if you had shared whatever feelings you've got, probably things wouldn't have turn out this way. Yes, i love you, but that was already the past. You've changed, to someone i don't want to acknowledge as my friend, as you. I feel super disgusted when i saw you. Please, when can you take off your mask(s) and show us the real you? I feel so scared whenever i thought of you. You're so scary, scarier than a ghost show, haunting me like i owned you anything. Goddamnyou, i don't! just, get out of my life and we'll go our separate ways. You're sucha a liar! Who you wanna kid? We got the truth, sorry, i won't trust you anymore. Drop the pretence, you've became nothing, never part of my life anymore. And i don't wanna repeat this, so bear it in your mind, I don't mind losing you(s)!

hello humans!
OFFICALLY : BRIDGING IS OVER!
hu-rray!
ahaha, actually wanted to go out w girlfs but forget it since they can't make it.
but nevertheless, there is more chance next time out!
what i wanted most or probably looking forward is to go out with boyf.
and then i want to go out w fiona and adeline! ( soon ! :D )
i just want to enjoy myself, this holiday.
i needa break.
thing is getting worse, i just wanna be left alone,
because the more i get close to you, the more i'm scare.
because you're so fake.
i don't know what's next up .
and hoho, i know you're visiting my blog!
don't shy, just tag alrights!! :D
i love my baby. haha .

hello!
ok here to post! i'm glad to announce that today marks the end of our SPA
for skill 1 & 2. great isn't it? :D
had a PP ( pizza party ) earlier on from 2.30 to 3smt i think.
Ms Tan was v generous to order 7 set of pizzas.
Not forgetting to mention, she ordered from KFC!!
woohoo, damn Y.U.M.M.Y !
and you know, sooneng can't resist the temptation. ate _____ pizzas! ( MONSTER! )
and then that stupid jeslyn v lame one.
she don't want to be the first to take the pizza as she scared people call her
" kiam siap ". LAME!, you're one already! so there's no difference luh .
oh yes, i think Ms Guaring's lesson quite interesting yea.
haha, there is puzzle. so here's one that i like as well
and another is in my MSN display name.
: ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTVWXYZ
guess it! and hush to those who knows! :D
super sweet loh .
ok, biology Ms Teo keep emphasizing on the word " successful ".
haha, and did a lot of analyzing on this word.
ok, she just want us to be successful ,
& she's a v great teacher.

nevertheless, as well as my FT ( formteacher & fav. teacher ) , MS TAN~
she's a v nice teacher not because of the pizza,
i love her since the day she confiscated my phone. it's not sarcasm. believe it or not .
and yes, i need people to help me w my blogskins.
and true to it, no one.
i'm not so sure about it, you too, have schizophrezer. ( you seemed unwilling, not once )
think it's spelled this way.
*sighs* i think people nowadays are v scary. likewise,
from today, i learn a lot about the meaning on putting on wrong trust.
i guess i place it wrong on some. so please, don't make me feel disappointed again .
someone, prove it that not everyone is this way.
because i'm starting to fall back, on myself.
no one can be trusted.

alright alright, enough of that.
ok, holidays are nearing! i'm so gonna enjoy myself!
i really yearn for an outing w charles.
but not only once ok!
the places i wanna go w you is piling like hell since the day i know you.
because of you luh! ):
better date me out or you watch out ok!
haha, see you :D ,
tmr, the last day of school! ( sad, there's still CCA, shit them! )

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